my blog my say ..

2009-10-28T02:13:00.000-07:00

hello earthly , sorry for not updating . been busy with .. life but not school .
i tk tahu ape nk jdi with my school . bcz da tige hari i didnt go sch .
and i dont know when im going to dye my hair black again . ergh !
been hunting for jobs at vivo with Gf Irah . calculate all , alr 8 kedai we apply .
but till now , no respond . fuck lah ! now i know , no money no life .
with parents like mine , leh mati . mintak 5$ kne maki mcm mentak 5000$ .
im sick with F&B lah . i wanna try retail . please ! at least one call . please please !

bout life , ex-bf haikal asked for patch up , but i tk tahu . mayb no mayb yes .
i wanna be single till im 20 . insyaallah !
i wanna enjoy my life to the fullest . with no one stop me from doing things that i like .
no worries , i have my own limits when i club . get that ?
i know , some people dont believe what i say . but nvm , i'll prove you wrong .

been active with clubs nowadays . just wanna have fun . let out all my stress .
get to know more frens . and ! just frens not more than that okay ??
so far , i dint hear any rumours bout me anymore . thkz ! alhamdullilah .
but still wondering , what did i do until people talk bad bout me . hmms !
ahh ! nvm lah . i have my own life not like them .
sebok jage tepi kain org . sdiri nye kain tknk jage ! hmpf !

and earthly , if you notice , there's this bloghopper named "ai" .
okay . ako da tahu sape die .. alamak ! nie laki suke pe kacau2 org ??
nnt uh ! ako ganyang2 kau ! hahahaha !
alright ! happy reading . ((:

PLAN FOR TONIGHT :

slack till 930pm .

siap-siap wanna go rebel tonight .

wanna join anyone ??

2009-10-23T07:49:00.000-07:00

today 23rd October 2009 , marks my mama and baba 21st anniversary ..
alhamdullilah ! im very happy for both my parents .
eventhough they fight and misunderstands each other sometimes , they still be as one till now .
ako sayang mama and baba ako sangat2 !

as baba blm dpt gaji , and mama get advance pay , which is tk lah byk sgt ,
we one family go mkn as west coast .. fuhh ! kenyang tau ako !!
plan nk go boon lay karaoke , but tk jdi . mcm mls gitu .. hehe !

so yeah . thats for today , ako damn mls ..
and ako in love with purple kotak2 !!!

2009-10-22T00:41:00.000-07:00

bout yesterday (21 oct 2009) , yes i go school .
mcm biase dint get any attendance , bcz of my highlighted hair . AND I DON CARE !
dak duk dak duk , go back with HayatiePetomm . she teman me go Lot One makan banmian !
hmms , teringat mase me and gf irah mkn banmian at east point banquet . haiz !
tu sume memories ajek . bile nk mkn same2 lgi , irah ??

reach home at ard 730 pm . slack till 930pm .
den go mandi , wanna go REBEL !
i just wanna dance all the way . let all my problems out .
but yeah , those who know me , i don drink . so ako tk mabok .
guess who i go club with ?? Mamat and Mahfudz lah sey !
they bring one of their guy fren Wan . (and btw , this Wan is damn fucking cute)
and when was in the club , something caught my eye and damn ! ako sakit hati lgi . haiz !
guys really suck huh ? i wont post is here to avoid spams or misunderstanding . ergh !

and for today (22nd oct 2009).
i dint go sch .. my leg was crying for help .
im damn damn tired .
i sleep like nobody business . hp was off , so msg and calls sume tk tahu .

as usual , my mom nagg again . ergh !!! ako stress sak .
lepas satu , satu tau . i think she cant see me at home , resting .
mesti ade jek yg she ask me to do . fuck lah ! die tahu penat , ako pon tahu okay .
main comp pon salah , on the phone with frens pon salah . (padahal its incoming . and its free !)
idk what she want from me . damn !
i know i must bersabar .. and thats what im doing right now .

today marks Syampoo's 20th bdae . sorry i have no other pichas of him .

so yeah , gambar nie lagi .. i received a msg from him at 12.56pm today .

Now i noe of the feeling of getting dump .

Im sorry annis for whatever things tat i've done and made it hurt u .

Suppose to be my special dae kan , tap kne dump . Hais .

What goes around comes around .

Im expecting eu to send a bdae wish or something but to no avail .

Now im convince enuf to believe tat eu alr forgotten me .

Thanks so much . Am sorry 4 wadeva dat i've done .

Tc . Senyum2 slalu annis .

so this is the msg he sent me . i dint reply bcz i dint kow what to say .

i feel so bad bout him getting dumped by that whoever she is .

but idk .. hmms ..

i know i cant celebrate his bdae together . just hope that he enjoy his bdae to the fullest . ((:

i cant give him any present right ?? so yeah . a bdae song will do . ((:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUHAMMAD SYAMSIDD BIN KADIR ..!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !

may all of your wishes come true ..

senyum2 slalu to you too . ((:

happy 20th bdae to you again !

2009-10-20T07:12:00.000-07:00

peace upon you , earthly .
i did go school just now . but tkde attendance for PPR lesson .
as usual , MS TAN says 'YANNIS , WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO DYE YOUR HAIR BLACK ?'
alasan , wait for my gaji den go buy black hair dye . gaji ape pon ako tk tahu . pdhal , tk keje .
but i like .... WHATEVER ! as if i care !
after school lepak with bbf nazih and frens . ((:

and alamak ! bbf nazih lak tny , 'annis , how's syampoo ?'
then i was like .. 'huh ? syampoo ?? why tny ? kan ako da teringat kan die ! shit you !'
i wont post anything bout him here .. all i wanna you , earthly to know is .. dere's actually no more syampoo .
so yeah , don ask me why .. we are just not fated to be together . hmms .
yes , im dissappointed , angry , hurt and ... feeling like giving up my life .
but no worries , i'll stay strong . tell yourself that please dont show guys that we , ladies are LEMAH !
get that guys ? haha !

idk why , but feels like nk jdi lesbian pon ade . my heart really close for guys .
guys are like so SUCKS BIG TIME !
but nahh .. ako straight siol ! haha !

and syampoo , if you really happened to read my blog ,

get this thing straight to your mind alright ?

i dint blame you at all . i wont think that u're the baddest guy on earth .

its just me yg syiok sendiri .. i admit ..

for now , i want us not to see or contact each other anymore ..

okay ??? happy with your life with SYAHIDAH or whoever she is .

just take care . ((:

READ THIS :

whatever it is , i will still smile as widely as like i always do ((:

2009-10-19T09:35:00.000-07:00

peace upon you , earthly .
the day was damn fucking hot ! i was at home the whole day .
yeah , i dint go school today .
just like bbf nazih say , self-holiday . haha !
and now , i cant sleep . i think i had enuf sleep just now . (:

was bored at home . i dint know how many times i eat .
ergh ! gain more weight again .. makin gemok !
so jjyeah , nothing to update bout today .
and yeah . on friday , annis ade tournament bola sey !
can you believe it ?? annis play soccer ! haha !
i wish my group will win the nursing students ! hahah !

okay . update more soon later ...
dada ((:

2009-10-17T02:07:00.000-07:00

i've been in a really bad situation nowadays .
im tired of being fake !
my attitude , my laugh and my smile .
im tired of crying , im tired of trying .
deeo inside , im dying .
one by one give me headache . give me problems .
fuck ! i need a real proper life .
with sweet things come to me everyday .
everyone gets it , why cant i ??

what's lacking in me ??
why am i being treated differently ??
all those gossips , all those accusing .
when can people give me peace ??
when i die huh ??
oh god , when can all this shit stops ??
i cant continue with my life with this kind of situation .
why are you giving me this kind of life ??
whats my wrong doings until you gave me this ??

please people , i need my old life back .
please leave me alone . lead your own life . stop talking bout me !
but instead , make me smile , make me laugh again ..

2009-10-15T14:16:00.000-07:00

time checked : 5.17am
just get back from lepaking with budak2 BB.
wahwah ! kecohrables lah krg anak2 .
secondary students da holiday ! gereks kapes ??
ite lak kne sch . ergh !
don feel like sleeping . takot nnt cnnt wake up go school .
da janji Hayayie and Shaq , meet at J.E mrt station at 6.45am SHARP !
nk bet ? mesti Hayatie lmbt ! haha !

i dint go school just now . mcm biase . M A L A S , malas.
so yeah , was at mendak . gf syira call ajk go teman ke go treading .
but i kinda mls . so tk jdi .
then ex-bf yan called . ajk jumpe .
den i like ..... okaylah .
but end up i da siap2 . da lawa , he pulak say tk paya . sialz !
den plan go jumpe gf syira ..
at last i get to eat KFC !!
ako mengidam oi ! mcm pregnant woman gitu . BUT NO !

syira will be watching movie with her F .
but i tagg along uh . since syira ask along so .
cite ape ? cnnt blg ! haha !
after mkn KFC , nk go uma syira .
nk change , bcz kan nk meet F die , so kne lah nice2 kan .. -.-
otw to interchg , i met HARITSAH .
one of my gf in primary sch .. and yeah , lepak , smoke den proceed to syira's crib .
so ard 830pm , we got lost from syira's crib . movie will be starting at 9pm .

hahaha ! okay . the show watched is DARAH !

so damn gore ! i rate , 4.5/5

it was .... ergh ! YUCKS !

slice badan org sini sane ! jahat ! zalim !

you shud watch ppl !

okay , da 5.30am , nk siap go sch .

see ya soon babies ! ((:

PLAN FOR TODAY :

go sch with Hayatie and Shaq .

finish , teman Hayatie go woodlands ..

and go home , sleep

as usual :))

2009-10-14T23:36:00.003-07:00

suddenly i feel bad bout posting bout my mom at blog .
but i feel much better after i shout it all out here .
my heart still burning and the words that mama says still pising2 ard my otak !
after posting ytd , lega lah gitu hati ako . tell kakak bout that mama's post .
but i think she blm bace . ntah lah . haiz !

i dint go sch today . suddenly feel so damn fucking malas .
idk what's gonna happen to me if i always get lazy to go sch .
get debarred again ? no ! please .. )):
i wanna graduate with that CPT cert and get off from that big but dirty sch !
hahahahahaha !

dearest ex yan , accident . skidded .. padan muke !
wahh ! annis so bad . den want to borrow frm me duit for his bike servicing .
cheydebah ! byk hensem muke ?? but i don give . hehe !
later mayb accompany him go doctor . i will ask that doctor to ganyang2 him ! haa !
okay merepek ! ako mendak .. and trying not to remember bout my mom .
she's not at home . but will be home soon . get ready to hear her naggs !
erghhhh !

idk . but i feel im in love with my old crush back . hehe !
idk why i easily get stuck with a guy . esp like him .
and earthly , this is SYAMSIDD , but i call him SYAMPOO .
this guy is so so so history . my so called last year love .
met him at friendster which is da mati .
only matreps and minahreps yg active at dere ! haaa !
he is one of my gf's gf ex boyfriend . haha ! complicated i know .

lost him twice . and thats enuf . still stay .
only god knows how much i care and love you sia .
awww ! sweet lah gitu annis .
i love it when we webcam together . alamak !
gambar webcam kite , i post it next okay .
a post especially for him .. haha !
oh gosh ! ako in love lgi !

2009-10-14T06:13:00.000-07:00

i just don understand ! what the hell do you expect from us actually ?
we listened to you , we obeyed you . so what's lacking ? tell us !
i just cant stand it ! you make us feel that you don appreciate to god that you have us !
i know , kakak and me is not that really GOOD daughters . but still , we do have feelings !
you LOVE to point out our mistakes . but what about yours ?
dosent mean you're our mom , you did NO MISTAKES at all ! BULLSHIT !
you care bout your feelings , but what about ours ??
you LOVE to compare us with our relatives ! WTH !!
fuck ! you dint know their bad sides okay !!
why must you always say "anak orang lain pon tk mcm krg" ??
is me and kakak that bad until you really said that ??
we just need your understanding lah mama !

oh gosh ! kuat lah iman dan kesabaran ako ..
seriously, i cant take this shit anymore .
if one day , i were to be damn rude to you mom , im sorry ..
i just want things right .. i hate it when you accused me wrongly !
honestly , you're make me hates my biological mother !

mama , me and kakak loves you with all our hearts .
why cant you understand what is our life .
we just want one thing from you . UNDERSTANDING .
thats all mom . nothing much ..

please mama , dont make me do this again .
dont make me post bout you in my blog . which is not PRIVATE !
im sorry , i have to . i have no one to talk to now .
i will and i am shouting bout you now in my blog !
i wish you were to read this blog one day .
i wish you can understd us .
i wish you changed !

PLAN FOR TONIGHT :

i must sleep and tenang kan fikiran ..

talk to mom ? mayb . no promises ..

idk ! not in the mood .. )):

2009-10-13T14:11:00.000-07:00

okay gambar lame . but annis suke . it was last yr pic in da classroom.
time checked : 5.14am
i cant sleep . waiting for time to get ready to school .
ergh ! school fucking sucks !

so as you can see .
i have a new blogskin . yes i know .
kinda GERLISH skin . its like not my type .. haha !
but i find it cute . so yeah !
i love it , i admit .

to my gf or bf , yang knl my so called CRUSH , SYAMPOO
friends , ako contact with him back . jjyeah !
long long story ! and ako damn happy !
wish that old fucking big time story dint happened again !
wish me luck for my love life , friends . huhu !!
and now i miss him alr ... hehe !
okay . proper post tmr !

tired ! dada ((:

PLAN TO TODAY :

must go to school !

kecoh kecoh kecoh !

tdo in class -.- ((:

2009-10-05T12:56:00.000-07:00

so so so sorry earthly,
at last i get the pichas from BBF mukmin.
erghh ! a lot lah the pichas.
almost all of the pichas, i combined them together.
so it wont take so much space.
and also wont have a ver very long row of pichas ..

so jjyeah ! so here it is the pichas of
- at KAK SHIDA'S bdae party/chalet
- in the club - ZIRCA

firstly, here the pichas of us in the club at ZIRCA.

we were having so much fun.

and it was hot hot hot in dere.

mayb bcz of the hot hot hot guys !

haha ! okay LAME !

enjoy !

the last ones, pichas of us at the chalet.

was camwhoring everytime.

the chalet was fun but abit boring. -.-
so jjyeah ! go go go go enjoy !!

2009-10-04T09:54:00.000-07:00

time checked :12.56am

at last sdare all da balik .

fuhh ! im damn tired . kaki shout for help alr !

and earthly , kakak is back home . alhamdullillah .

and gf(s) , thanks for the sweet taggs ...

and i miss NUR 'HASYIRAH HAMDAN soooo much !

i will update more soon tomorrow..

i really need a slp now .. hehe ((:

goodnyte!

2009-10-03T09:53:00.000-07:00

hello earthly, i just get back from my makcik hse..
fuhh ! tiring lyn all my anak-anak sdare(s).
they are all cute-cute like me *ehem!*
get news frm auntie, Kak Edah alr give birth to a daughter.
i havent meet her yet. pichas will be uploaded once i have it ..
if im not wrong , name die is TIARA something RASHILYND.
hehe ! sorry lah i don remember ..

alright , time checked : 1.02am.
kakak still not back home.
i don care ! im still gonna post bout her here !
i don give it a damn ! if she malu ? tu die nye pasal !
im not gonna fucking care bout her anymore.
it all happen on friday morning, right after i club with BFF mukmin.
when i get home which ard 8am , i expect her to be home .
but in bed room , theres was no one . and full of clothes lying everwhere !

*skip* at ard 1pm nearly 2pm , i heard someone going in my room .
and there she is !! fuck ! she bring her BITCH GF SHIDA !!
and that BITCH SHIDA is with a guy !
asshole ! do she know where she is ?? rumah ako tauk !
lucky makbapak ako tkde .
sial lah ! she didnt respect at all sia !
if that guy was my sis bf , tu i don mind uh !

*skip*kakak siap2 pki baju kebaye die .
and i ask her where's she going .
she say "pergi melawat kwn kakak nye datok . meninggal"
Fuck ! ako damn binget ..
bulan puase, 3 of my nenek sdare meninggal , she don even bother to melawat !
what for she care bout her fren's datok which dosent have any connections with her ??

and after that day she dint go home till now !
my msges and calls dint respond at all .
and my ear drum was in pain bcz of my mum nagg nagg nagg .
oh gosh ! i just cant take it . why must im the one who must listen to her nagg ??
im not at fault !

but actually i cant stand how worried my mum is .
actually i don want to even bother to call or msg her again .
but when i look at my mum , i can really say that she damn worried bout kakak.
and i told myself to call her for the last tyme for the sake of my mum.
so i called her.. and at last she picked up .

kakak: hello ?

me: hello ! kakak tk tahu balik pe sial ??

kakak: kakak alik bsk lah . kau ape sal nk mrh2 ?

me: sial lah ! balik nari lah siak ! kakak kt ne ?

kakak : kakak kt clarke quay .

me : buat ape kt sane ? balik uh !

kakak : kakak kate kakak alik bsk kan !

me : ehh pukimak ako ckp balik , balik je lah !

kakak : ehh sial lah ! kau ape sal ?? ako ckp bsk , bsk je lah .

me : kimak ! kau suke pe uat mak bapak kau cm nie ???

den .... thut thut thut ...

she hang up the phone .

and i started to cry and blog bout this incident.
yeah can say , i was crying right now while im thinking and typing what to say here.
when i called her, her voice was like nothing happen gitu .
as if she did nothing wrong .. where is her responsibilities as a eldest sister ??
ako damn pissed off plus dissapointed here ..

i would like to say sorry to my sister for posting her bad side here.
i just got no one to talk to right now .
and all i wanted to do is let out everything that im wanted to say to you .
i just have no courage to say all this to you , sis .
i dint know how to show to you that i love you so much .
equally like i love our lil'bro ..
dont you feel ashamed of your bro , by showing him this shit ??
this is not a good example to show to him sak kakak ...

for now , i wish you realise your mistake , and remember how painful
our mom brought you up this 20 years .
she cares for you like she cares for us . (me and bro)
please come back .. i beg you .. ))))':

2009-10-03T02:00:00.000-07:00

time checked : 5.09pm
mayb ard 5.30 i wanna siap go uma makcik at bukitbatok .
dgn smangat nye hati ku kerana sdare mare nk dtg nari .
but wake up and was told by mama, its not today . its tomorrow ..
tsk ! kecewa tau ..
what shud i wear ?? baju kurong je lah .. ((:

okayokay sayangsssss ..
these 4 ladies is my gf in Yuhua Primary School..
i wanna post bout them but tkde gmbr .
so now , i grab this photo at Diana's blog.
sorry gf . hehe !
their name is Kitt, Zanna, Zee, Ritz and Diana..
nk kenal2 ?? dream on ! all attached . haha !

im actually looking forward to this coming friday .
We all wanna serang rumah Zanna at J.E
tk sabar !!
but alamak!
kitt say Zanna's mom last minit need to go work . sadddd !!
nvrmind lain hari insyaallah ade ..

Zee and Diana da jdi mummy ..
Zee gave birth to a son . and Diana gave birth to a daughter..
sume nye cute cute . mcm ako . (ehem !!)
alhamdullilah the babies and mummies is safe .
i cant wait to meet them and the babies..
was actually left out because they cant contact me
to meet up and tgk baby Zee ..
tkpe .. soon !
i will ganyang2 baby krg ! HA HA HA !! *evil laughter*

this is MAHFUDZ .. mayb some of you know him . bdk2 town . keke !!
know him at rebel .... mat2 clubbing . hehe !
msg me at ard 3pm . saying he have 2 free tickets to ZOUK !
omg ! zouk ?? free ticket ?? i wanna go !
but kne g open hse auntie .. abeh mcm ne ?
end up i tolak je lah that oppotunity .. terpakse .
even Mahfudz say , family com firz ....
okay lah . go open hse lorrrrr .. )):

time checked again : 5.24pm
okay nk ready to go uma makcik ..
update again later ..

PLAN FOR TONIGHT:

hopefully dpt duit raye. (tk tahu malu !)

go beli rokok ...

go uma makcik , slackkkkkk ..

go home , tidur !!

2009-10-02T14:16:00.000-07:00

okay, i just post one just now. and im posting one more now.
that dzul own a blog. i asked for the link .
i read it and my hart feel damn saddd ..
his post was about a gerl who he likes . and definitely not me .
seriously , im so kecewa...
what shud i do ? i guess i wont talk to him often .
yah , that shud be the way .. haizz ..
lgi skali hati ku dihancur org ... )):

2009-10-02T13:22:00.000-07:00

time checked : 4.28am.
erghh ! i cant sleep . still playing with my comp from.. if im not wrong , 9 plus ?
so boring lah sey . im done with facebook, tagged, blog..
ergh ! mendak !
so thought of posting one more post for today. hee ((:
idk why ! but im craving form MCSPICY !!
anyone nk blanje annis?? please ..

okay, this guy here Dzul'Azizan Putra Hosni. ^^
not Boyfriend not Teman tapi Mesra.
but cume online close friend ajek ..

mcm ade rase suke tpi maluuuu nk ckp .. hehe!
idk if he's attached or suke anyone or whatever.
tkt sakit hati.. and only hayatie knows bout him .
i nie secret admirer at him lah ..
he's funny and cute . kan ??

bagus lah tgh boring2 nie , he alih2 online ..
we chatted . sampai he make me jeles.
die ckp he just ate mc spicy tdi .. jahat kan ?
blg saye uat pe , beli kan lah .. sweeet sikit ! haha ((:

i don know what to do after blogging.
i just cant sleep .. mayb bcz i wake up damn late just now .
if im not wrong , 930pm .. heeh ! shhhhhh !!!
pnt lahhhh ..
okay lah.. get back to ya later ..
nak chat with DZUL !! (;

PLAN FOR TONIGHT:

wake up early.

ready for sdare mare to come ..

tolong mama masak ..

and ..

confirm penat , so tidur !!!

2009-10-02T07:19:00.000-07:00

yesterday wassss damn damn damn fun!
was at home the whole day, kakak ajak go DOUBLE O.
but im kinda mcm 50-50 nk go or not.
ask gf dayah, she kate die tk jdi. and gf syira is sick at home.
kesian die, get well soon okay.
so tkt tkde kwn .. huhu !

and suddenly teringat everyday thursday nyte, free entry for students at ZIRCA.
beep bff mukmin. remembered that he nk sangat go club dgn saye.
sorry bff, i always ajak kluar sume last minit. hehe !
so bff mukmin ajak he's chinese bff along.
so there were 3 of us so tk lah bored sgt kan..
dakdukdakduk, after finish clubbing at ZIRCA, we mkn maggi. kesian kan..
den take 197 back home.
i reach home ard 8 teros tdo !
seriously, i was damn penat..
kaki saye cramp abes.. tk leh tahan !

sorry lah. the pichas is at bff mukmin's hp.
so tgu he send kt saye okay.
i will update a post of our pichas.. insyaallah ((:

and for today, i was slacking at home for the whole day.
sleep, tv, comp, eat .. thats all .. haha ((:
nk update bout today pon, tk tahu ape nk ckp ape.
hmms..

PLAN FOR TONIGHT:

sleep like there's no tomorrow !!! ((:

2009-09-30T12:15:00.000-07:00

argh! its happening again.. for the last 3 years this shit keep on happening!
wanna know what's irritates me now?
hmms, i have this ex YAN when i was in Sec 3.
and amazingly, we still contact each other due to some sdare connection.
so we kadang2 meet up. he teman me go somewhr. i teman him go somewhr.
mcm sweet couple lah gitu. haha !
but the thing that irrits me right now is,
whenever i meet him, i cant sleep on the day itself at nyte. kenape ehh?
tk abes2 keep thinking bout him. ergh !!
tkde laki lain ke annis nie?? haha..

ahhh, kalau nk tahu why i update pagi2 bute mcm nie, pasal nie Yan lah!
just now met him at westmall after he finish werk. den balik, cnnt slp.
JAHAMAM BETOL!!
but i mcm rindu die lak skrg. haizzz ..

sorry lah earthly, i didnt have any of his pichas. haha!
hmms, do you think im still in love with him?
but like duh !! da 3 years sey we cume kwn biase jek..
but ntah lah... opinions people ???

and and btw,
i tk jdi sey go club with naqiah and bbf mukmin.
sedih! naq was caught red-handed !
jeng jeng jeng ((:

PLAN FOR LATER:

sure bgn tdo lmbt.. so i think ntah ehh.

slack at home.

go mrt station change to CEPAS ezlink card.

BANYAK LECEH UH SINGAPORE !!

2009-09-30T05:30:00.000-07:00

alamak! i didnt update bout ytd again! haha!

sorry lah. i was out the whole day. with my bff MUKMIN.

last two nytes, i sleep late. so the next day wake up pon late.

mcm biase jgk. hehe (;

beep bbf mukmin, ajk him go karaoke at grandlink.

kire2 my duit raye, alhamdullilah cukop. ((;

so mit bff mukmin at lakeside. lepaks at his crib skejap.

den ard 8pm proceed go grandlink.

reach grandlink ard 8.53pm.

bbf mukmin ask his two chinese bestfriends to tag along.

we sing sing sing till 10.53pm. which only cost 20 bucks! murah kan??

after tired MELALAK, me and bff mukmin, go kak shidah bdae party.

it was held at ALOHA CHANGI. drop at tamp, take bus 29.

tempat tu changi damnnnnn EERIEEEE !!!!

sunyi sangat2 ..

mukmin takot,kesiannnn die ..

tkpe bbf, i ade kannn . haha ! (mcm phm)

reach chalet ard 11.45pm.

the chalet was like soooo big...

and byk hensem guys. ((:

tpi i nie step malu-maluuuuuu... tpi mahuuuuu..

soo i diam2 je lah... heehee!!

so dak duk dak duk, get off frm dere ard 6.30pm

saye tdo kt mrt... pnt sgt...

and also not to forget..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK SHIDA!!!

da 20 cent org tu . hahaha !

and yah, pictures will be uploaded on next post. insyaallah! ((:

PLAN FOR TONIGHT:

go club with naqiah & bbf mukmin

but still pending..

if not going, saye mahu TDO !!

2009-09-28T04:50:00.000-07:00

woah ! lame betol ehh tk update. haha!

nearly 2 months kan..

okay, nk update bout my life skrg.

okay, saye da break dgn amy B.

long story. okay make it short.

he got no time for me . saye phm he needs money to pay his debts and car.

but at least our anniversary amik lah off utk spend time bersame kan.

so one day gf syira npk him at REBEL, and that day he told me he's werking.

so saye tknk drag, i just ask for break. so yeah, itu mcm lah cite nye.

so saye tknk piker kan tu lgi. die pon mayb da happy2 with his life or new gf.

i don care. but honestly mmg uh, that love feeling is still dere.

i wish kite still together sey . haiz )):

but nvrmind, just forget bout it and move on.

and saye alih2 nk get back to my blog. i don know why!

feel like blogging again. haha! jgn hilang lgi suda eh annis.

i changed my blogskin, lawa tk? abit kecik kan?

will besar kan, soon.

kawan-kawan skolah sume da nk graduate kann.

bile ako nye turn. tu uh! sape suro tknk g sch?? kan da kne debarred!

stupid annis!!! )):

tkpe lah. just continue school ajek.. PATIENCE!!

ape krg2 nk tahu?? hmms..
okay boyfriend..
saye tkde boyfriend skrg. single mingle ajekk ..
skrg life cume have fun, club club club !!
haha!!

sape nk ikt ? wednesday kite go REBEL yok !
haha !! okay da . pnt saye type . pape tagg ehh !
dada ((:

2009-07-09T21:06:00.001-07:00

today is 10th july 2009 right ?

its me and amy B 1stmonthsary okay ppl !

i know stakat 1 month je but susa jgk tau nk sampai ke sni . haha !

and and hopefully we can last long till ke anak cucu . haha !

thank you for the wishes ppl .

didnt expect you ppl remember the date .. sweet sgt2 !

but too bad ..

amy B must werk so we didnt celebrate or pape .

not even meet up . haiz !

ako tk go sch . step sakit perot . im damn lazy .

and i wanna update you all bout my new classmates .

they were fun . much better than previous class ..

they were very2 friendly .

i can get along well with them .

actually not all are new friends uh .

some of them from my last yr class .

so tk susa buat kwn . hhaa ..

okay . ako nk go otp with amy B .

will update more soon !

dada ! ((:

2009-06-26T23:39:00.000-07:00

thursday i was off . at last ! so go enjoy !!

chau from crib at ard 730pm .

go tiong bahru makan as babylove is hungry .

after that proceed to DOUBLE O at ard 9 plus .

da chop go lepak2 at singapore river .

at 1030pm go back to double O den go enjoy !!

haha !!

dak duk dak duk !

meet gf syira , kakak and kak shidah at dancefloor .

dance dance dance ...

and yah ! ako mcm joget dgn tiang sia !

babylove just stand behind me tk move at all .

he complaint , its too packed and he so damn rimas ..

so ako pissed off and kite go smoke .

let him relaks himself .

tpi what is clubbing ??

clubbing mmg tmpt yg sempit peh

mesti uh byk org sey ..

apadah baby !!

but nvrmimd , i still enjoy myself with gf syirah ..

and for kau gf syirah ,,

you know youre sick still degil nk go club .

haiya !!

okay okay ,

i want go gosok baju ..

wanna go werk .

will update more soon yaww !!

dada ((:

2009-06-25T01:39:00.001-07:00

going DOUBLE O tonyte !

care to join ? haha !!

syira ohh syira ..
get well soon yaww !
ILOVE YOU !!
will post more soon!
dada ((:

2009-06-18T22:13:00.000-07:00

sorry people !

saya menghilang lgi sih !

haha ! sorry sorry ..

been busy with life and stuff .

work like a full timer but actually no .

hari hari full shift . penat !

really short post for today . lazy to update .
but online almost everyday . hehe !
i miss my online friends ..
and for KITT and YAYA - i relink you alr ehh
hahaha !!

and for now , im happily attached yeah !
shhhhh !!!
((:

will post some info of my babylove soon okay ??
dada ((:

2009-06-02T10:10:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO REZAN !!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!

yeaahyeah !! gf eiffah's bf bdae today !!
he turns 20 yaww !!
da tue !!!
hahaah !! last long fren ...

2009-06-02T09:21:00.000-07:00

hello peeps !!!

sorry for not updating my blog yaww !

been very very busy ..

not with life but with work uh ..

haha !! almost everyday work 12 to close . siannnn !!

penat tauk !

FYI , total strength in PH HARBOURFRONT is only 17 of us ..

rabakk peh ??

mati you know mcm nie . haiz ..

but nvrmind ..

new manager is in to join our family . hahah !!

zul is gone .. haiz ..

but nvrmind , we still can make it ..

yeayeah !!

okay ako penat ..
be back tomorrow .
ako tahu , nie boring post ..
proper post tomorrow .
insyaallah !!
dada ((:

2009-05-31T00:54:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SYAHIRAH !!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!!

MY DEAREST PRIMARY SCHOOL FRIEND TURNS 18 TODAY !!

TO YOU KITT , HOPE YOU ENJOY YOUR DAY TO THE FULLEST ..

AND AND , HOPE YOU EXCEL IN WHATEVER YOU AIM FOR ...

DA LEGAL 18 JANGAN ASEK GO CLUB EHHK !! HAAHAA ...

I LOVE YOU GIRL !!!

psst !! : sorry ako curik gambar kau ! hehehe ....

2009-05-31T00:22:00.000-07:00

was DAMN DAMN tired today ..

work from 2 to close testerday .

it was busy . and there's only three floor staff including me ..

two colleague SALLY and JACKY [stupid china] take mc ..

shit betol ..

liling antar me home take car . reach crib at around 12.30 am ..

but dont know why , dont feel like sleeping .

so bersih kan rumah TAM TAM and TE TEH [my deary hamsters].

after that talk on the phone with faiz . and PAP !! tido ..

as today supposely werk at 12 to eight ..

but cnnt wake up and badan lemah gile ..

so drag drag drag , pkl 1130 den sadar ..

mama ajak go giant to had our breakfast there ..

after mkn we proceed to giant . to but home stuff .

but ako mls nk jln2 so i just stick on one side and camwhore haha !!

reach home at ard 3 pm ..

sorry zul ..

i lied to my dearest manager that im dead sick .. so i cant work .

but actually im just malas nk go keje ..

im so soory okay ?? ako penat gile ..

ako feel guilty ... today his last day in our outlet ..

he was transfered to green ridge . im so sorry again ...

about the LEVI'S watch , so so so big thank you , zul

thats soo sweet of you to remember my bdae date and give me present ..

kau lah manager yang palinggg sweeeet skali !! ILY !

and i wil definitely miss kau and kau nye KELEMBUTAN !!
hope to see ya soon again !!

2009-05-29T10:12:00.000-07:00

one day im at home .. doing nothing fyi ..

from tdi keep searching for food in the kitchen ..

eat crackers , epok2 and many more .

haizz .. mcm ne lah nk kurus klu mcm nie .

haah !! okay ..

tdi lepak with gf SHAQ skejap ..

she just get back from jalan2 with her so called LESBIANS friends.

wah sey ! she da enrol motor ..

so when is my turn ?? tk de duit uh ..

soon soon !! huhu !!

ako miss going to school and miss BL ..

ako miss nazih irah and the rest ..

ako sad .. shud i continue schling ke tk ??

ako hate SHEN WEI SOOOOO MUCH !!
she's the worse teacher ever ...

i miss lepaking with the MASAIss ..

irah , its been a long long time since we eat BAN MIAN together sey ...

im sure makcik banquet mesti rindu ako nyek .. nyakkkk !!

haiz ... if i plan to cont schling ..

i nid to go thru the same module AGAIN !! shit ..

andand , jumpe that china teacher again .. haiz ..

i dont know ...

2009-05-29T03:51:00.000-07:00

hey ppl ... i just love this song ....

go to this link !!

must watch .. hahaa !!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QZBn1e9pr2Q

2009-05-29T03:39:00.001-07:00

at last i manage to edit my blog on my own .

thanks to gf eiffah .. thanks for her patience ..

appreciate it alot .. haa !!

i was at home the whole day .

reach home at ard 9 plus plus from gf eiffah's crib .

balik gua teros lepak sey !! mate tkleh angs lgi . haha !!

wake up at ard 4thirty if im not wrong . hahaha ...
feeling hungry , mom cook siput gonggong and ayam[idontknowthename]..
yumss !!
so now im done with editting my blog .. post today's post ..
so what else ?? lepak ??? mayb with gf eiffah and gf shaq !!
ako rindu kau siolz !

am still thinking bout yesterday ..
haiz .. didnt expect to turn out that way , gf ..
you penting kan the guys more than me .. sad ..
)):

more post later !!
dada ((:

2009-05-28T17:38:00.000-07:00

im still at eiffah's crib .. playing comp ..
chatting with MSN and FAD ..
two new guy frens ..
they are KECOHRABLE ..
MSN bdae is coming ... so he's legal 18 already ..
someone's gettin' old !!
hahaha !!!..

im hungry right now .. nk curi mkn but .... malu ..
eiffah is dead sleeping [with eyes open] . haha !
now is already 8.45 am . i miss my bed and bantal busuk ...

and yah ! ako now ngh binget ...
tagged is popular now ..
but what really irritates me is ,, old TK SEDAR DIRI man mintak no. ako ??
eee !!! disgusting nye !
hello ! you people are da BERUMUR tauk !
somemore ade wife and anak . omg !!

im young enough to be your anak okay ..
what a world ..
i really really pray that my dad was not like those old man ..
please god ....
i love BABA so much ...
haaa .

so now how ???
nk kejot tu eiffah ke tk ??
eiffah , wake up please ... ako nk balik !! huhu )):
confirm if she read my post , mesti laugh nyek ! ahhaa ...
okay .. next post later ...
dada ((:

2009-05-28T15:15:00.000-07:00

hello kekawans ..
im at gf eiffah's crib .
i renew my blog .
i wanna totally wash my brains .
i dont wanna think bout my old life ..
i dont know why .. but i keep reading all my legends post ..
shit betol !
so yeah , to prevent me from reading again , ako delete pon baik ! hahaha !

so , new blog , new post and NEW LIFE !
so yeah .. blog ako , ako nye suke ape ako nk talk .
if i talk cock , mls nk lyn ? boleh BLAH !
i damn hate spamming or apape lgi okay ??
so just get a life !

and now , my eyes is tired edting this blog ..
damn damn tired !
so yeah , a proper post later !
dada ! ((: